My life feels so empty without you in it. Just knowing you are not there for me to talk to brings a wave of loneliness over my body. I am still talking to you and I hope you are listening. We shared many moments of life that made us happy and some made us cry. I always felt we would grow old together. Your presence here is so greatly missed, not only by me, but many others. You will be happy to know that I was able to meet your "Marie" from the bus. She seems very special, just like you told me. I know we didn't get to make our last trip (to Graceland), but we had so many other trips that I will treasure forever. Meagan is auditioning today in NY and I know you are looking over her to provide her confidence and love. Your life will go on expressed through all of our memories. A special prayer goes out for your "Donald (Duck)" and your children and grandchildren. I will check in with them weekly to ensure they are okay. I hope their grieving period is short and their memories linger and they hold them close to their heart. Love you Pamela forever!! Love, Lana