On may 6th 2017, 12:30 am I gained an angel and lost a bestfriend, a sister and a mother
While I cry and hurt for loosing you ,
I celebrate and cherish for knowing
you
A selfless soul, pure and beautiful
Made sure I had smile on my face, food in my fridge and peace on my mind
You showed me the definition of a true friend
The true understanding of unconditional love
Even on your dark gloomy days, you never let them see you weak
You kept your faith strong and your overflowing positive spirt helped me see the light in the darkest days
my crutches when I couldn't stand
My helping hand when I couldn't understand
when I lost faith you were my promise land
Pam who is going to help me see the light in this dark time
I remember when I moved to Reston to be close to you
I remember the days you would blast music in your house and force me to dance
I remember the day I crashed the car and you were not mad at me at all
I remember the days we would go to the doctors, and I would cry from the news we would hear and you would tell them I was just crazy
I remember our endless get togethers because you wanted any reason to celebrate and gather your family together
I remember our kids playing together
I remember your beautiful smile
I remember your beautiful souls
Most of all I remember your wise words of " if it is gods will let it be"
Pam even tho you are not here to show me how to find the sunshine in this dark time
I will live and honor your wise words of gods will
I will live everyday to fulfill your goodwill
Until I take my last breath on this earth I will treat your daughters and boys like my own just like you did with my son
My dear angle Pam, please never leave my side by spirt
I will cry and hurt at every single though of not being able to see you
Not having one more chance to laugh with and hold you and tell you how much I appreciate you
Although this is the hardest thing I had to go through in my life
I know you will guide me and your loved ones in getting through this hard time
I will forever love and miss you Pam, my friend my sister and my guardian angle