Chuck,
Having you to grow up with in my life and loved you like a brother, was the best thing that could ever happen to me, but somehow, it became the worst.
Leaving you in Cleveland, was probably the hardest thing I ever had to do. I made a decision, I had to leave. I listened to my brain, not my heart when I left you, I thought you'd be okay, I left without ever thinking of what was going to happen to you.
How do you say goodbye to the great memories we made together? How do you say goodbye to the many laughs we shared? How do you say goodbye to my Nephew who made me feel special?
I don’t know what I feel right now. Regret? Pain? It's very hard to say and I really don’t know.
No matter how hard I try, Charles Michael Lanzilotta, will always be that special person that will always have a special place in my heart.
Because, I didn't get to say goodbye, I miss you.... again, already.
Love,
Keith H. Donnell
Jacksonville, FL