Christopher Allen Smith

Birth date: Aug 12, 1975 Death date: Mar 1, 2013

Christopher Allen Smith, age 37 of Leesburg, Virginia died on Friday, March 1, 2013. Born on Tuesday, August 12, 1975 in San Diego, California, Chris was a son of Marvin L. Smith and Roberta Krauss Smith. He proudly served in the Read Obituary

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Roberta Smith

555w ago

His father bullied him and I constantly shaking his impatient leg and shaking his carriage when he cried. He raped me, going past protestations of pain. His grandmothers were rival mad qeens of new mad "we are rich and poverty sucks" "annalunatic" was the nickname of the grandmother by the family behind her back. both grandmothers were leaders of teen bullying groups and Christ was bullied by teens for his appearance at the end. His twin the meth ususer who assaulted his mother with sexual induendos, with the santanic postrs called Chris "a loser" and his death freed me to remember the assaults of evil upon innocence in a world that calls the evil twin a hero and the pure twin a "loser" the rift is clear. hell becoming ..I watch this debacle of those who buried their darkness and denied it and project it onto innocents. He is with me often and we love each other/ theego,m man illogical and immoral calls me crazy..no, it is, those show grabbed the rifgh of self deception are crazy... I love Christopher and he loves me, purely... he is so close..e is in heaven

Roberta

563w ago

I don't think that there was a shot, no bullet, no blood I think he just stepped forward. They are waiting there for me and coax me forward onto that gentle step into Nirvana, where the party is. free of any gullt, I'm just stalling, singing my own swan song

Roberta

566w ago

He was so pure that he spent hours picking fleas off of cats so that they would not suffer. He could not defend himself. He was not of this world. It breaks my heart now to think that his father held him in front of a mirror in a rage shaming him. He was so gentle he pointed at us with his finger sideways. He was raped and used by this world for his entertainment value. I went back to his apartment and was in aw of how long he hung on because he saw clearly. He saw the evill of this world, unamended, not forgiven, self justified and denied. He is my defender. We love each other purely and dispise this world and that comes from heaven. This is hell and we do not care about minions of pure egoism at all. Nothing in heaven does. It's not condemnation. The divorce was decided by this REMANT of deception and narcissism. it is done.

Roberta Smith

571w ago

He was scorned by teen bullies toward the end, had been bullied enough, done. That pure soul will not be coming back in. All of the good ones will not. This is apocalypse and Christopher, who, was born into a family of bullies lead me to see the final pieces of the puzzle. It is done. Virtue comes to an end in kali yuga, this world. They have not ears to hear. As I watch the Twilight Zone series again, I realize, though my dad and I understood them perfectly, the other two did not. We come in pure or not. I am writing for the Akashic record how those with the potential for magnitude sold out for a sucker. He's been my son before and we remembered toward the end. No greater love.....

Tamara King

590w ago

He always took one for the team.. So he is the winner and his brother is the loser, though his brother said of him that he was a loser. BTW the mother's name of Christopher of whom he said "we are as close as a mother and son can be without getting weird, is Roberta. And a horrible shun of his mother began after having to do what she had to do to keep her word to her beloved son, Christopher. His brother refused to help against an intractable grandmother but called her "anna-lunatic" behind her back. She had grabbed control of the service and the mother had promised her beloved son that that would not happen. The grandmother said "I have the papers" while the mother was trying to talk reasonably with the grandmother. The family was a maelstrom of repressed guilt and snarly fighting and unconsciousness and Christophers mother just watched as they scapegoated and shunned her. They turned out to be "people of the lie and so Christopher stood apart good and true. and so he waits in a more heavenly place now and he and I are still very close. BTW, Christophers mother was almost literally killed because an old psychopath smelled a little blood from the shunning and began a witchhunt which proceeded so far and with such unconsciousness that the mother was forced chemicals that she did not need that stopped her breathing. And so Christophers suicide brought many changes. A truelly wheat from chaff division of the family. Shame where shame should be. Enough nonsense.

Roberta Smith

593w ago

Christopher was Christ like, many would agree. He said to me, "there must not be any atheists in Norway" after seeing the Northern Lights. His only study was the classic; Baghvad Gita. He was a natural. He shared some deep wisdom with me and showed me death as like walking down a hallway. He said "it just goes on." He had lived nine lives worth of living and it was time to go. I hope he did not stay too long. The good ones are leaving this world of deception and folly. He told me that some teens had scorned him for his appearance toward the end. I rage like a mother grizzly at such a thing. A lost soul called him a loser! Oh, what a divine joke. What a winner.

Roberta Smith

593w ago

I don't miss you at all because you are with me almost all of the time. You know that I gave it my all to honor my word to you. I am so proud of you. You are good and true. Forever, with love, mom. The wake was amazing, a divine hand at work. I stood back and watched the orchestration. Thank you forever for my big awakening.

Ben Smith

619w ago

Chris,
I can't believe it's already been a year since you left. I miss you so much. Life has not, and will never be the same without you.

-Ben

Kelly

667w ago

in honor of Christopher.

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Kathy

668w ago

in honor of Christopher.

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