I can't believe that it has been 6 months. In some ways it feels like forever ago and in others, it felt like 30 seconds ago.
It's not any getting easier, we are just figuring out our new normal, without you...but we still don't want to be. We miss you every single day.
God, how I wish that I could see you with Gracie now. She reminds us of you more and more. She is ornery, wild and funny as hell. She has an attitude, is stubborn, but loves her family. You should see her and Gabby together. Gracie goes nuts when she walks in the room and Gabby is the best big sister to her. It just doesn't fell right with you not being in the mix. Something is constantly missing.
Everything else if the same...I'm still a mess, mom is a mess and Brett is a mess. Griff misses you, We all do. I don't think that will ever change.
Thank you for the feathers. I found two tiny black and white ones at lunch and I feel like you were telling me that you are looking out for baby Zain and baby Remy. Although, I have a hard time understanding it all, it makes me feel better to know that you are with them.
I love you, pops. I hope you know that.